Udaas Rehti Hoon …

Kiya Main Udas Rehti Hoon???????
kabhi kabhi asa bhi hota hai
main wajood se shaoor se muntashier hoo ker
akser poochti hoon khud se
kiya main udass rehti hoon
kiya tumhara intezar kerti hoon
kiya khawab tumharey dekhti hoon
kiya ansoon se ghabrati hoon
kabhi jheelo kay kinarey tenha
janay se der jati hoon
kay kahin wo tumhara na poochain
akser asa hota hai
lawn ki narm ghans pe bheth ker
akser asa soochti hoon
tumhray chehery ko talashti hoon
chand se shikwa kertii hoon
main khud main hi ghum rehti hoon
hathoon ki lakiroon ko takti rehti hoon
main akser tenha rehti hoon
duniya se chupna chati hoon
kay kahin wo tumhara na pooche bathain
magar phir yehi khayal ata hai
kiya main udass rehti hoon ???????????
ye tu mujhe khud bhi nahi maloom
bus tum ko soochti rehti hoon…….. …..
haan phir shayad udass rehti hoon….